Grey

Standing up for what I believe in. I have been struggling with this for the past few years now.
As a kid, I remember what it was like – when I believed in something-I protected it (even if it seemed insignificant to somebody else.)

But lately I’ve been struggling.
What is it with people like me anyway?
One minute I’m on fire for God. One minute I have my eyes fixed on the cross and I remember what His Love does for me and want everybody else to know it too.
And the next minute I’m too shy to talk about God, and want to take my life in a slightly different route from His perfect plan.

After that I’m falling quickly and my world is crumbling. But thankfully God constantly loves me no matter what- and out of His Grace, He catches me despite of my sins. And I am reminded of His amazing Love again.
God is Love. 
I forget easily and get distracted oh so simply. But there’s hope for people like me and I’m never too far.

 

 

John 15: 4,5 Remain united to me, and I will remain united to you. A branch cannot bear fruit by itself; it can do so only if it remains in the vine. In the same way you cannot bear fruit unless you remain in me. “I am the vine and you are the branches. Whoever remains in me and I in him, will bear much fruit; for you can do nothing without me..”

Love
Jeffy